Final exam week is finally over. Compared to previous exam weeks, this one was less stress-infested. My last exam was in Astronomy 101, with a teacher who I truly adored. She had such a love and passion for astronomy. It made me want to be just as passionate and excited about the stars and constellations as she was. We learned about the moon and all its phases, the stars, the planets, the Sun, and all the infinite we call our universe. The class made me realize how small and big we all are and how time and distances are relative. Human time is irrelevant compared the time of the universe. Space runs on a very different clock than we do. The way we view our time here on Earth is vastly insignificant compared to the age and growth of the universe, our solar system, and even our planet.
This thought of space and relativity got
me thinking about the term legacy and
how I want to leave one. I think most people want to bestow some form of impact
on the world after they die. Death is inevitable.
Sorry! Spoiler alert. Everyone understands the process of life and death. We live and then
die. A simple process. The circle of life. One of my greatest fears in life is leaving behind a worthless
legacy or not leaving one at all. I fear not being the man I want to become
because of my internal fears of rejection, betrayal, failure, etc. I fear that
I won’t be able to do the things I want to do, accomplish all my dreams, and make the
biggest impact on the lives I strive to
influence because well, time is fleeting. I don’t want to get to the end of my life and see my legacy as mere scribblings in the Book of Life.
Opening the door for a
mother-of-four with her hands full, complimenting someone on their new hairstyle,
smiling at a stranger at the bus stop, or just simply being a genuinely kind
person. These are all steps to leaving our legacy. Maybe you won’t be the next
JK Rowling, or the next Oprah, but you are someone even better, YOU. Your ability to impact another
person’s day, even if it’s for a split second, will still have an impacted in their
life in one way or another. Being able to love ourselves, others, and the situations we all find ourselves in are the first steps to self-acceptance, reassurance, and true happiness.
Well,
that wasn’t what I expected to write. Sometimes my mind goes to some crazy
places when I start writing these blog posts. Now how does this pertain to moon
pies? In honor of my last day of astronomy
and my brother and I’s birthday this past week, I decided to make Southern Whoopie Pies. I misunderstood and thought whoopie pies were the same as Moon Pies. Apparently they are not which was an emotional blow to me.
These whoopie pies turned out beautifully.
My experience with cake-type baking hasn’t always been the prettiest, but this
time was a complete success. I may or may not have patted myself on the back.
These cookies were warm, fluffy, light, and just had the subtle hint of sweet
and cardamom essences that rounded out all the flavors beautifully. It was bursting with chocolate, marshmallow goodness, and pure deliciousness. I took a few to work, and they were a massive success. Everyone
loved these little clouds of heaven. I want to make these again, maybe using a
different filling and flavorings. These are perfect for a birthday party or special
event coming up. Adapted from the recipe at allrecipes.com
Ingredients
- 1 cup salted butter softened
- 2 cups white sugar
- 2 large eggs
- 2 cups evaporated milk
- 2 teaspoons vanilla extract
- 4 cups flour
- 1 teaspoon salt
- 1 cup unsweetened cocoa powder
- 3 teaspoons baking soda
- 1 teaspoon baking powder
- 1 cup butter softened
- 2 cups confectioners’ sugar
- 1 teaspoon vanilla extract
- 2 cups marshmallow cream
- 1-2 teaspoons ground cardamom
Directions
Ponder the meaning of life while curling yourself up in a ball, swaying back and forth in the corner.
- Preheat the oven to 400°F (200°C). Lightly grease a cookie sheet with cooking spray.
- To Make the Cookie: In a large mixing bowl, cream together the butter and sugar until it is all combined and resembles wet sand. Add the egg, evaporated milk, and vanilla. Mix well. Note: this mixture will look like “the morning after”, but fear not, it improves after adding the dry ingredients.
- In another large bowl, add the flour, salt, cocoa powder, baking soda, and baking powder. Mix with a fork to combine. Add the flour mixture slowly to the sugar mixture, about 1/3 increments. Mix until all ingredients are combined, and it resembles a thicker cake batter (for a reference: molten lava consistency).
- Drop the dough onto the greased cookie sheet in 1 tablespoon amounts. Leave at least 3 inches between the drops because these cookies expand while baking (just like the universe!) Bake for 6 to 8 minutes or until the baked. Test this by lightly pressing on the cookie and if it bounces back into place, they are done. Let cool for 45 minutes to 1 hour before filling.
- To Make the Marshmallow Buttercream: In a large bowl, mix the butter, confectioners’ sugar, extract, and marshmallow crème. Mix until smooth. It may take a little while due to the marshmallow crème being a sticky son-of-a-gun. Add the cardamom and stir to combine.
- To Assemble: Spread 1 to 2 tablespoons of filling on the flat side of the cookie. Sandwich another cookie on top, pressing together slightly. Serve immediately.
Wow. Nate, this really hit home with me; as someone who has always felt more at home in the South than anywhere I've actually lived in; as someone who has spent their life living by the cyclic light of the moon; as someone who's biggest fear is that empty worthlessness, is the ephemerality of it all. Thank you for the reminder that time; it is infinite. In the eyes of the universe, our lifespan is a mere blink. And astronomically, we don't matter. Not really. But we, as humans, matter to each other. We matter entire worlds to each other. And I'd rather mean a whole world to a few people than a tiny speck to the whole world. I'd rather leave a daily legacy than be a legend. That, at least in our small human existence, is what's most important. Thank you. I really needed to read this today.
ReplyDeleteAnyway. Mini existential crises aside, these moon pies look incredible.
Thank you for the beautiful words Meghan!
DeleteNate! I love the Pre-step!
ReplyDeleteThanks Jeff! An existential crisis calls sometimes call for that haha!
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